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Sunday, October 8th, 2006

Time:5:30 pm.
being sick sucks... fuck
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Wednesday, July 19th, 2006

Time:6:10 am.
every time i think of you i'm so happy... every moment i spend with you i'm so happy... all by yourself you've shown me how good things can really be... and it's just the beginning... it's only the beginning
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Tuesday, July 11th, 2006

Time:7:53 pm.
still breathing... and very happy
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Thursday, November 10th, 2005

Subject:Ah... the start of it all.. The beginning of all the internet networks...
Time:9:44 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Wow... It feels strange to be on LJ. I'm not even sure if I know how this works anymore. Hehe. Well, my 13 month leave from New York is drawing to a close. I have 12 more days down here and to be honest I will miss it on some level. I was just looking back at all the entries I've made while I was down here, all 4 or whatever of them, and noticed a pattern. And to be honest I still feel like NY is my home, and I can't wait to get back. I've had a good time down here, but still it's time to move on. I've been keeping busy this last month and had a lot of fun. I've put on our PML, which is a concert that we have total control over. And this week I've worked for a company stationed out of Italy called Clay Paky. It's been tough, but very rewarding. I don't even know if anyone reads these anymore but I figure that these entries aren't really for others, but more to document your life, so you can remember everything. Alright, enough of this. Loewy Out!
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005

Subject:the more things change... the more they stay the same...
Time:2:49 am.
I love NY... Everyone in it... and Everthing about it. There is still so much for me to do and so many people to see. I hope I get to everyone. I really want to...
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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005

Time:3:14 am.
I am afraid of death... I was about to go to sleep and I scared myself. What happens when you die? In you mind. Do you just stop existing. Does everything go black? What's it like not to exist? I'm feeling a sense of despair and loneliness. I really felt like believing in something tonight. Whether it was G-d, or some sort of continued plane of existence...
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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005

Time:1:24 pm.
Did you ever see something that made your body weak? Either do to envy, pain, or shock? Was there ever a time to give up on faith? Maybe not religious faith, but faith in people. Faith in other humans. What about trust? Was there ever a time to give up trust of a person? How do you know it's the right time? Could it be about time?




Fuck this whole city and everyone in it.
From the rowhouses of Astoria to the penthouses on Park Avenue.
From the projects in the Bronx to the lofts in SoHo.
From the tenements in Alphabet City to the brownstones in Park Slope, to the split-levels in Staten Island.
Let an earthquake crumble it.
Let the fires rage.
Let it burn to fucking ash.
Then let the waters rise and submerge this whole rat-infested place.
No. No. Fuck you Montgomery Brogan. You had it all, and you threw it away, you dumb fuck!
-Sarofish's LJ (25th Hour, Ed Norton)
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Friday, April 22nd, 2005

Subject:Fuck...
Time:1:11 am.
Mood: depressed.
I'm really depressed right now... I don't know really why... That's kinda a lie I know why I'm a little depressed. But, things are really going good. I really shouldn't be depressed. I haven't felt this way in a year or so.


Fuck...
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Monday, March 28th, 2005

Subject:In NY
Time:8:34 pm.
So, I've been in New York for a few days now, and believe me, I miss it. Don't get me wrong everything in Florida is great, but there is just somethings in New York that cannot be replaced. Florida is where I live, and is my house, but New York is my home. I've missed my friends and family so much, and I've really deadened myself to how much while I was down there. Easter was so much fun. I got pretty drunk with my family, and I've never had such a great time with all of them. My uncle Frank ended up passing out and my Uncle Jario just continued to call for more and more shots. But I think the way the night turned out was better then anything anyone can plan. I met up with an old friend and we did nothing but talk about how life was going, but it was so refreshing and great. Soon after, Boccio comes to get me, for what I thought was a cig break, but he drags me to his house, feeding me his father's Sauce and an hour in the hot tub. Just a relaxing night all around. I'm still here for another 5 days, and I want to make them count, so anyone that's still in the Monroe-Goshen area. Pick up the phone. Tin foil.
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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005

Subject:mmmm
Time:11:29 pm.
Mood: satisfied.
i just ate taco bell... it was good...
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005

Subject:It's over...
Time:7:14 am.
Mood: sad.
It's been only ten minutes since my friends left to go back to NY and I can already feel the overwhelming saddness rushing towards me. You see, my winter break wasn't just going to New York for a week, no, it was also some of my ny friends to come and see my new life down in FL. So once they left, my vacation is unofficially over. A part of me is dead for another three months and right now I'm not strong enough to handle it. I don't want to be in FL without them. All the times I have with those guys, good and bad. And it's just the little things too. No matter what time it was, I could ask Boccio if he wants to go have a cigarette with me, and I would have someone to talk to, even now thinking about it pains me to type it. Knowing that they are gone, and watching the car drive by knowing it's over is one of the most trying experiences. I want it to be March already, I mean, I'm not even going to be home for my Birthday. Well... that's that, it's over.
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004

Subject:Check Your Watches...
Time:4:53 am.
Mood:Unknown....
Yep... it's about that time for happiness and joy... where's mine?
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Friday, December 3rd, 2004

Subject:damn lab...
Time:3:26 am.
Mood: anxious.
Well it seems to be the cool thing to do, to update after my lab... Ed had lab at 9pm and got out at 1am luckily I get a 1am lab to 5am(sarcasm). So, the lab sucked... it was on Microsoft excel and it was the dullest thing I've done with my life.

Thanksgiving however was great, I was able to get down to West Palm Beach area to visit my uncle and cousins. It was really great seeing all of them. I haven't seen them in about 3 years. They've all grown up so much since last time. Still, it's was nothing compared to being home in New York. I want some snow already. And these 50 degree nights aren't helping any.

I've had to reformat my hard drive so I lost all 2000 of my songs, and all my pics from HS. Which definitely blows. The song are replaceable but all the pics are not. I don't even know where I got most of them. So if anyone has any of the pics from MUN, or JR/SR proms I would like to get them. Well sitting in lab doesn't give me the ability to write everything I want to, so I'm going to update later.
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Sunday, November 21st, 2004

Subject:Home is just another word for you...
Time:9:08 pm.
Mood: satisfied.
hey LJ... long time no talk... well my first month of school is done... and if i may say i kicked it's ass. Only 13 more months to go. This past month has flown by, and I'm so happy it's come and am actually a little sad it's gone. I've met so many amazing people in the past month. Friends that I feel like I didn't meet but lost touch with and have started talking with again. I left my life behind in New York and it seems like some of it has followed me. I'm so happy that I can continue to surround myself with the same types of people. I am finally feeling like I'm coming full circle. However, I am still far from complete. There is just a piece of the circle missing. And I cannot fill it by myself. I've come to a realization today, I've been alone for so long, that I feel controlled very easily. You know the feeling. Constricted, like you can't even take a drive without feeling like you shouldn't or can't. It's no one's fault by my own. And something I need to deal with myself. As usual. I can't wait for this month to be over. I'm coming home. Back to everything I gave up to be a little better off. My friends, and my family. Some of which are both. I miss you guys. All of you. I was right about one thing. That my friends are my foundation. Without them I wouldn't have made it to where I am today. I would be in a gutter face down. And for this I thank you all.

I'm going to try and update more often cause the escape of listening to music while typing is soothing.
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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004

Subject:New York, New York
Time:10:45 am.
Mood: nervous.
I've relocated to Winter Park, FL. And for the first time I'm going to be on my own. Save for my roommate of course. I miss New York already. And the only hope I have is that school starts soon. KIT everyone...
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Thursday, September 23rd, 2004

Subject:The king is back!
Time:10:30 pm.
Your Penis Name is: Elvis


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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004

Time:12:05 pm.

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Thursday, July 8th, 2004

Time:1:17 am.
NewYork 140: update ur info bro, I miss readin it
LoVeRBoYY15: haha
LoVeRBoYY15: my journal?
NewYork 140: yea
LoVeRBoYY15: i will
LoVeRBoYY15: i was thinking about it
NewYork 140: be like new orleans YAY




more to come soon!!
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Monday, June 14th, 2004

Subject:Be Good Be Safe
Time:2:03 pm.
There must be something in the air today. Two of my good friends got into accidents. Thank G-d they're both ok, one was a little more serious but when isn't an accident serious. So, everyone be good be safe, for the next few days.
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Saturday, May 29th, 2004

Subject:yay
Time:3:07 am.
ok.. well today started out not too shabby... got money from grandma and then she bought me clothes. but the real action started at night....

basically(short version):
i went to some kids house in washingtonville. I spent most of the night smoking cigs and drinking, while talking to boccio and 2 guys from the navy. Boccio and i where sitting outside the whole night (3 hrs) not bothering anyone. When the brother of the kid, who was throwing the party came out and give this one kid a hit of his weed. Ok he wanted to give him a hit, the kid took 2, fucked up but me and boccio had nothing to do with it. The guy started getting all pissed at me and boccio for laughing that he was getting upset that this kid took and extra hit. Alright, your mad, it's over, we didn't take the hit. The kid literally threatened boccio and I asking for our names and wanting us to leave. Stating that he's from the city, and we shouldn't be laughing. He gets really mad and wants to know our names, meanwhile me and boccio didn't think he was serious didn't say anything and continued to drink our drinks, by the way, it was dark out on the patio which me and boccio were sitting, so the kid goes into the kitchen and gets a knife. Threating us with the idea of stabbing us. OK, no one fucking threatens my friends. Secondly, no piece of shit threatens me. Boccio and I were sitting outside while josh lask, josh, and freddy, restrain the animal. Boccio and I take our leaves outside and walk toward ed's car. Boccio literally loses it and starts screaming in the middle of the road toward the house. He says that no one threatens his friend, come outside. What have you.

I mean this with all sincerty i've never thought about taking someone else's life. But, if G=d forbit someone hurt my friends, they're going down. I've never wished death upon anyone, seriously. But, this animal of a person needs some help ending a life which is oviously an abotion that should've been considered.

I apologize for using such strong language, but no one, and i mean no one, does that to my friends, family, or myself.

G-d Bless everyone.
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